Something Beautiful

The other day, I was changing Aidens diaper in the middle of the night when I realized something.

Something Beautiful.

I was watching my sweet little baby squirm around on his changing table, when I thought, "You're mine."

Aiden is all mine (and Jeremys, of course:)). He is ours forever. I get to see his sweet little face everyday - I get to see him grow up - I get to be his momma - I get to be the one to make things better - I get to be the one to comfort him - I get to be the one to know him best - I get to be the one that loves him the most out of anyone else on this earth.

It was such an overwhelmingly amazing feeling - to know that even after this life here on earth, I get to be with Aiden for the eternities.

I began to realize how grateful I am for the gospel in our lives. I've always been grateful for it, don't get me wrong, but having Aiden makes it so real.

When I married Jeremy, I didn't think I would ever be as grateful for the temple as I was at that moment.

But I was wrong.

Aiden, and the rest of my children up in heaven, make me know that this gospel is true.

I wish I could fully explain how I feel about Aiden - and how I couldn't possibly see my life without him now. I never understood the love that mothers have for their children...still don't. I just know that my life revolves around Aiden, and that everyday I love him more and more.

Now,

Here are some pictures of my funny little baby.




I love this picture - This is how relaxed he is when we gets done eating.











He wiggles around into the funniest poses while he sleeps.

Such an intellectual.




He even prays in his sleeps.

I know this is such a horrible picture, but he's sucking his thumb! I just hurried and tried to take the picture, and didn't realize the flash was on.

I love when he sleeps on me like this.